The Memory That Vanished
by @mimsqueen
The first sound that filled the hospital corridor was the steady beep… beep… beep of the heart monitor.
It was supposed to be comforting.
But for Nazneen, it was the sound of slow heartbreak.
From the other end of the hallway, she watched through the glass window unseen, unwanted as doctors and nurses moved around his bed.
Ajeed lay there, pale, still, his head wrapped in white bandages. Tubes ran from his arms to humming machines.
Her fingers pressed to the cold glass.
“Ya Allah… please.”
It had been four days since the accident. Four long days of prayers, hospital whispers, and cruel headlines.
Every night, she came here after work, hiding behind her niqab. Every morning, she left before anyone noticed.
She didn’t care if he never called her again, she just wanted him to open his eyes.
The Awakening
It was the morning of the fifth day when the call came.
“He’s awake,” said a voice from the hospital.
Her heart leapt. She dropped the fabric samples she was sorting and ran out, forgetting even her scarf.
By the time she reached the hospital, the entire Abdur-Rauf family was gathered outside the room. Cameras flashed from afar, reporters already on the scent of the story.
Nazneen kept to the side, trembling, afraid but hopeful.
Inside, Haj. Rakiya stood by the bed, clutching her son’s hand. “Ajeed, my boy,” she whispered. “You scared me.”
He blinked, disoriented, eyes darting around.
“Where am I?”
“You’re home,” she said, forcing a smile. “You’re safe.”
“Safe?” He frowned, trying to piece things together. “What happened?”
“You had an accident,” she said softly. “But it’s over now.”
He looked at her again, confusion deepening. “Who else was there?”
Rakiya hesitated. “No one, my dear. You were alone.”
She lied the way mothers sometimes do when truth feels too heavy.
Then came the question that silenced everyone in the room.
“Mama… who’s Nazneen?”
The room froze.
Rakiya’s breath hitched, but she recovered quickly. “Nazneen?” she repeated with mock confusion. “You must be mixing names. Maybe from school?”
He blinked, clearly unsure. “No… I just… I don’t know. I saw her in my dream.”
Rakiya smiled coldly. “Forget dreams, my son. You have your life ahead of you.”
Behind the glass, Nazneen’s heart broke again.
He remembered her name only as a whisper, a shadow, but not her.
The New Arrangement
Within a week, the house was full again, guests, relatives, congratulatory calls.
And Lamia, Rakiya’s niece, was everywhere.
She fluttered around like she owned the air, laughing too loudly, wearing dresses too bright for mourning.
She called him “dear” and “cousin” with a sweetness that made his skin crawl.
Rakiya adored it.
“See how she takes care of you?” she’d say. “Allah surely wants this match.”
Ajeed tried to be polite, but something inside him ached.
There was an emptiness, a missing colour in his life.
Now and then, he’d catch a flash of something… a voice, a smile, a scent of jasmine.
But every time he tried to follow it, pain shot through his head like lightning.
“Don’t push too hard,” the doctors said. “Let your mind rest.”
So, he stopped asking questions.
At least, out loud.
The Woman Who Forgot Herself
At the same time, Nazneen’s life was sinking quietly into routine.
She stopped smiling.
Stopped laughing with Nusayba over breakfast.
Even her mother, Haj. Zainabu noticed how distant she’d become.
“Zeen,” she said one evening, watching her daughter eat in silence, “you can’t live like this. You’ve given up too much already. Work can’t fix pain.”
Nazneen nodded absently. “It helps me forget.”
Zainabu sighed, exchanging a glance with Nusayba. “Forgetting is one thing. Dying while breathing is another.”
Nazneen looked away. “Mama, please.”
That was the end of it. They stopped trying to reach her.
The Office
At Zaya Designs, her father’s company, things were changing fast.
Nazneen worked longer hours, her designs sharper, her patience thinner.
She didn’t laugh with her staff anymore. She didn’t go out for lunch. She didn’t even look up when the new operations manager, Kareem Mahmoud, walked in one morning with a smirk and too much confidence.
“Director Nazneen,” he said smoothly, leaning on the doorframe. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”
She didn’t look up from her paperwork. “Then you probably know I don’t like distractions.”
He grinned. “I’ll keep that in mind. Though I’m told I’m very hard to ignore.”
She finally raised her eyes, cool, tired, unimpressed.
“I’ve dealt with harder things than your charm, Kareem.”
He laughed, and it was the kind of laugh that tested boundaries.
That day, he decided he wanted her not just as a woman, but as a conquest.
The Pact of Shadows
That evening, Kareem had a visitor in his office after hours, Lamia, in perfume and silk.
He poured two glasses of wine, leaning against the desk. “You shouldn’t sneak in here, you know. People talk.”
“Let them,” she said, sitting cross-legged on his chair. “I didn’t come to talk about people.”
He smiled, intrigued. “Then what?”
She leaned forward, eyes dangerous. “I came to talk about Nazneen Mansur.”
That got his attention.
“I know her,” he said casually. “Beautiful, cold, difficult. What about her?”
“She’s my problem,” Lamia said, tracing her finger along his desk. “And you… You’re ambitious. I like that.”
He poured more wine. “Go on.”
“She took what wasn’t hers. My Ajeed. My spotlight. Even now, she thinks she can rise again. But we can stop her.”
Kareem chuckled. “And why would I help you?”
She smirked. “Because I can give you something she won’t access. To her company, her secrets, and her trust.”
They clinked glasses.
From that night on, a quiet alliance was born, built on lust, lies, and mutual greed.
Behind Closed Doors
The office at night was a different world.
The lights dimmed, the hallways silent except for the hum of air conditioners.
That was when Kareem and Sofia, Nazneen's personal assistant, met in his office, doors locked, blinds down.
Their affair wasn’t about love. It was about power.
The kind of connection that comes from control, not affection.
Sofia was obsessed with his touch, his words, his promises that she knew were half lies. But she didn’t care.
She believed she could tame him. She didn’t know she was a pawn in a game bigger than both.
The Observation
Days turned to weeks.
Nazneen buried herself in projects, designing lines that no longer felt like art but survival.
Kareem watched her closely as her hand trembled whenever she saw the news, how her eyes dimmed at the mention of the Abdur-Rauf name.
He wanted to know why.
So he dug deeper into old newspapers, gossip circles, whispers from her uncle, and Lamia’s loose tongue.
By the time he pieced the story together, the age gap, the scandal, the forbidden love, the crash, he knew exactly where to strike.
Not with force.
With kindness.
He began showing up at her office door with coffee, checking in when she skipped meals, joking with her sister when he dropped by the house “just to say hello.”
Bit by bit, he chipped away at her walls.
The Closing Scene
One evening, after everyone had gone home, Nazneen sat in her car in the company parking lot, staring at her phone screen at an old picture she’d never deleted.
Ajeed’s smile, frozen in time.
Her heart still reacted the same way.
But now, he was someone else’s story.
Kareem’s reflection appeared in her window as he knocked lightly. “Working late again?”
She startled, quickly locking her phone. “Just leaving.”
He smiled, leaning on her car. “You know, if you ever need to talk...”
“I don’t,” she said softly, starting the engine.
He chuckled. “I’ll wait. Everyone talks to me eventually.”
As she drove off, he watched her taillights disappear into the dark, the smirk never leaving his face.
Inside the building, Sofia stood by the window, watching two eyes, lips curling into a jealous smile.
Meanwhile, in the Abdur-Rauf mansion, Ajeed sat in silence, staring at Lamia as she scrolled through her phone beside him.
She looked up, smiling sweetly.
“What are you thinking about?”
He didn’t answer. His mind felt like a shattered mirror, one reflection missing.
But deep inside, something flickered. A face. A name. A warmth he couldn’t explain.
“Zeen,” he whispered under his breath.
Lamia looked at him sharply. “What did you say?”
He shook his head. “Nothing. Just… nothing.”
Outside, thunder rolled across the sky, low, distant, and foreboding.