Chapter Five: The Things We Don't Say
by @eeshaert
The next few days passed quietly.
At least, that was how they appeared from the outside.
Maryam attended her classes, completed her assignments, helped Hafsa around the house, and spent her evenings reading. Nothing about her routine seemed different.
But inside her heart, something had changed.
She had become more observant.
Whenever she entered the library, her eyes unconsciously searched for a familiar face.
Whenever someone walked past her, she sometimes wondered if it was Adam.
And whenever she remembered the way he had said her name, she quickly pushed the thought away.
She didn't want to become attached to something she didn't understand.
So she prayed.
She asked Allah to protect her heart from anything that wasn't meant for her.
One Thursday afternoon, dark clouds gathered over the city.
Maryam had stayed late at the library because she needed to finish an assignment. By the time she packed her books, rain had already begun tapping against the windows.
She stood near the entrance, watching the rain fall heavily.
"Wonderful," she whispered.
She hadn't brought an umbrella.
"Waiting for the rain to stop?"
Maryam turned.
Adam stood a few steps away.
She smiled politely.
"Apparently."
He looked outside.
"It doesn't seem like it's planning to stop anytime soon."
"I noticed."
For a moment, they both stood quietly.
Then Adam pointed toward the covered walkway.
"You can wait there. It's better than standing here."
Maryam nodded.
"Thank you."
They walked toward the covered area, keeping a respectful distance between them.
The rain became heavier.
People hurried across the campus, trying to avoid getting soaked.
Maryam watched them with amusement.
One student ran past them while holding a notebook over his head.
Adam laughed.
"That notebook isn't going to save him."
Maryam smiled.
"At least he tried."
"You sound very sympathetic."
"I am."
"Really?"
"No."
Adam laughed.
Maryam couldn't help laughing too.
It was a small moment.
Simple.
Harmless.
But somehow, it made the space between them feel less unfamiliar.
After a while, Adam became quiet.
Maryam noticed.
"You seem distracted."
He looked at her.
"Do I?"
"Yes."
He looked back at the rain.
"Sometimes there are things on your mind that you don't know how to explain."
Maryam understood that feeling.
"Then you don't have to explain them."
He looked at her again.
"That's what you believe?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because not everyone is ready to hear everything."
Adam was silent.
Then he nodded.
"You're right."
Maryam looked down at the book in her hands.
After a moment, Adam spoke again.
"My father passed away a few years ago."
Maryam's expression softened.
"I'm sorry."
"Thank you."
He took a slow breath.
"After he died, I had to grow up quickly. My mother depended on me. My younger sister was still in school. There were days when I didn't know what I was doing."
Maryam listened without interrupting.
"I became very serious," he continued. "People thought I was naturally quiet. The truth is, I just had too many things to think about."
Maryam didn't know what to say.
So she simply said,
"You've been carrying a lot."
Adam looked at her.
"Maybe."
"You don't have to carry everything alone."
His eyes softened.
"That's a strange thing to hear from someone who barely talks about herself."
Maryam smiled faintly.
"Maybe we're more alike than we think."
For the first time, Adam smiled without hiding it.
The rain continued falling around them.
Neither of them noticed how much time had passed.
Eventually, the rain became lighter.
Maryam adjusted her bag.
"I should go."
Adam nodded.
"Of course."
She took a few steps before stopping.
"Adam?"
"Yes?"
"Thank you for telling me."
He gave a small nod.
"Thank you for listening."
Maryam walked away.
She didn't look back.
But Adam did.
That evening, Maryam returned home quieter than usual.
Hafsa noticed immediately.
"You look tired."
"I am."
"Did something happen?"
Maryam placed her books on the table.
"Nothing bad."
Hafsa studied her face.
"Then what happened?"
Maryam hesitated.
"I learned something about someone."
"Someone?"
Maryam gave her a warning look.
"Hafsa."
"I'm quiet."
"You are never quiet."
Hafsa laughed.
Maryam shook her head and went to her room.
She changed her clothes, prayed, and sat beside her bed.
For several minutes, she simply stared at her hands.
She kept thinking about Adam's story.
She had spent so much time wondering about the person behind his smile that she had forgotten something important.
Everyone had a story.
Everyone carried things others couldn't see.
Even the people who seemed strong.
Maryam opened her notebook and wrote:
Sometimes Allah places people in our path not because they are meant to stay forever, but because there is something we are meant to learn from meeting them.
She paused.
Then she added another sentence.
And sometimes, we don't know which one it is until much later.
She closed the notebook.
Outside, the evening sky was peaceful.
But somewhere else in the city, Adam sat with his mother at the dinner table.
His mother watched him quietly.
"You seem different lately."
Adam looked up.
"Different?"
"Yes."
He smiled.
"I'm fine."
His mother shook her head.
"I know you, Adam."
He looked down at his plate.
She continued gently.
"Is there someone you've met?"
Adam didn't answer immediately.
Then he remembered the girl in the library.
The quiet girl with the bookmark.
The girl who listened without demanding explanations.
Maryam.
He smiled without realizing it.
His mother noticed.
But she didn't ask another question.
Instead, she simply said,
"Whatever Allah has written for you, my son, will find you."
Adam looked at her.
"I know."
And somewhere across the city, Maryam whispered the same words during her evening prayer.
Neither of them knew what the future held.
Neither of them knew that their next meeting would be very different.
Because the following morning, a letter would arrive at Maryam's home.
And the name written on the envelope would be one she never expected to see.
Adam's family name.
With love,
Aysha ❤️