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The Trap

by Oluchi Judith Okoli · THE SHAME OF A NATION

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‎My hands were shaking.
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‎I bought airtime from a nearby kiosk and dialed the number on the torn paper before I could change my mind.
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‎It rang more than once. Then finally, someone picked up.
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‎“Hello?”
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‎The voice was sharp. Female. Rushed.
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‎“Goo… good evening, ma. I'm calling about the nanny job…”
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‎“Can you start tomorrow?” The voice cut me off.
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‎I blinked.
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‎Tomorrow?
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‎“Yes, ma.”
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‎“9 a.m. Maitama. You will be given a uniform on arrival. Don't be late.”
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‎Click.
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‎The call ended.
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‎I stared at my phone.
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‎No “What's your name?”
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‎No “Are you qualified?”
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‎No questions at all.
‎Just harsh. Rude. Like I was already a problem.
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‎But I got the job, anyway.
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‎And for ₦100,000, I wasn't going to complain.
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‎The next morning, 9 a.m., at Maitama.
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‎The gate was big.
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‎So big.
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‎But the mansion was bigger.
‎My slippers felt dirty against the marble floor.
‎I looked down at my feet and suddenly became conscious of every crack and stain on my old slippers.
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‎“Follow me.”
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‎A woman in her 40s, face tight, eyes scanning me like I was a thief.
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‎“That must be the house manager,” I thought.
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‎I followed her quietly.
‎In the sitting room stood a man.
‎Tall.
‎Neatly ironed collar.
‎No smile.
‎That's Alfred, my boss.
‎He didn't look up from his laptop.
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‎“You're the nanny?”
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‎“Yes, sir,” I answered with carefulness and fear.
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‎“Don't break anything. Don't be noisy. Madam Steph will put you through. That's the house manager.”
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‎That was all.
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‎Cold, like the air conditioner.
‎I swallowed.
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‎Then I heard it.
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‎Tiny footsteps.
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‎“Are you my new mama?”
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‎A little girl of about four years old stood there, holding a teddy bear.
‎Sparkling eyes.
‎Hair in two puffs.
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‎That's Pamela.
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‎My heart broke instantly.
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‎“No, little one. I'm Simi. I'm here to take care of you.”
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‎Pamela looked at me like she could feel my pain.
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‎“But where's my mama? She traveled? When is Mama coming back?”
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‎Three questions at once.
‎Questions I wasn't definitely going to answer.
‎I glanced toward Alfred.
‎He didn't even look up.
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‎Suddenly, a lady of about 30 years of age came down.
‎Dress.
‎Makeup.
‎Perfume that filled the room.
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‎Lady Vivian.
‎Alfred's fiancée.
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‎Her eyes landed on me, from head to toe, slowly.
‎Then she smirked.
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‎“So you are the new nanny?” she said, with hate already in her voice.
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‎“Yes, ma.”
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‎“Don't touch my things. Don't talk to Alfred. Understood?”
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‎I froze for a second.
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‎Why would she warn me about talking to Alfred on my first day?
‎Before I could even think about it, she turned and walked away.
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‎I stood there.
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‎₦100,000 monthly?
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‎First day?
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‎And already, I had three enemies: a cold boss, a little girl who wanted her mama, and a woman who hated me on sight.
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‎Then Madam Steph came forward.
‎She handed me a packaged dress. That was my uniform.
‎I was directed to the guest room to change quickly for work.
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‎At about 1 p.m., I was really worried about Henry.
‎I quickly rushed into the bathroom and locked the door with shaking hands.
‎The tiles were cold under my feet.
‎I needed air.
‎Though the air was enough, I needed more.
‎I pulled out the cheap phone and dialed the hospital with my last credit.
‎It rang once.
‎Twice.
‎Then a nurse picked up.
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‎“Good afternoon… please, can I speak to Ward 5? About Henry Wilfred?”
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‎A pause.
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‎“He's sleeping. Temperature is normal.”
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‎I closed my eyes.
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‎“Thank God.”
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‎For the first time since I arrived at the mansion, I felt my chest loosen a little.
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‎“The bill is still ₦95,000, remember. The doctor said if it's not cleared in a week, they'll discharge him, but…”
‎The nurse didn't finish.
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‎“I know, ma. I'll pay very soon.”
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‎My voice was already teary.
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‎“Till then, Miss, try your best.”
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‎The call ended.
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‎I slid down the bathroom wall.
‎Tears rolled down, hot and silent.
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‎“₦100,000 monthly in this unfriendly environment? Henry, I'm doing this for you,” I said inaudibly.
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‎I wiped my face, stood up, and straightened my uniform.
‎Time to go back out there.
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‎To Pamela.
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‎To Vivian.
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‎To Alfred.
‎And to Madam Steph, even.
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‎The price had started.
‎And I had no choice but to pay it.
‎As I stepped out of the restroom, Madam Steph called.
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‎“Come.”
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‎She didn't smile.
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‎I walked fast, like I was already late.
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‎“This is the kitchen. Don't touch the big fridge. That is for Mr. Alfred and Vivian. Yours is that small one out there.”
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‎I nodded.
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‎“This is the sitting room. Don't sit here. Don't watch TV, only when they say so.”
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‎I looked around the huge room.
‎There were rules everywhere.
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‎“Upstairs is Alfred's room, Vivian's room, and Pamela's room. You sleep in the BQ behind the house.”
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‎My room was small.
‎One bed.
‎One small standing fan.
‎One bulb.
‎It smelled like bleach.
‎I looked at the bed.
‎At least it was a roof over my head.
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‎Madam Steph opened Pamela's room last.
‎Beautiful toys were scattered everywhere.
‎A pink bed with a butterfly-like bed frame.
‎The AC was on full blast.
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‎“Pamela likes her meal warm, especially her milk. Her clothes must be ironed. She eats exactly at 8 a.m. Don't be late.”
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‎I looked at the toys and thought of Henry's empty hospital bed.
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‎I answered, “Yes, ma.”
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‎“Good. Work starts now.”
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‎And work started for real.
‎I washed Pamela's clothes.
‎Ironed the dried ones.
‎Cleaned her playground.
‎The little girl followed me everywhere with her playing toys.
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‎“Mama, hold my hand.”
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‎I would correct her softly.
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‎“Baby, my name is Simi.”
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‎Pamela would just nod and call me “Mama” again three minutes later.
‎Every time she called me that, something pinched inside my chest.
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‎At 7 p.m., I fed her mashed potatoes and non-spicy sauce.
‎She fell asleep later.
‎Not quite long after, the gate opened.
‎Car tires.
‎The engine went off.
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‎Then silence.
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‎He walked in, loosening his tie, his face still cold.
‎He looked at me lustfully for a few seconds, then looked away.
‎Alfred sometimes acted like he was sexually starved, but he carried himself with professionalism.
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‎“Where's my little princess?”
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‎That was all he asked me.
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‎“Asleep, sir, since 7:30 p.m.,” I answered, selecting my words.
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‎His eyes stayed on me for another second before he walked past.
‎He went straight upstairs.
‎Into Pamela's room.
‎He stood by her bed for some minutes, kissed her forehead, and fixed back her blanket.
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‎Then he went to his room.
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‎That was it.
‎That was the only thing he cared about.
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‎Dinner in that house was normally at 9 p.m., but this time, it was served 15 minutes behind the time.
‎Madam Steph handed me a plate of rice and sauce.
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‎“Eat and sleep.”
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‎That was the whole conversation.
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‎I ate alone at a small table by the fridge.
‎At every scoop, I thought of Henry.
‎What could he possibly eat tonight?
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‎“The nurses won't give him medications without food, anyway,” I said to console myself.
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‎The house was big and too quiet.
‎Just the sound of the AC buzzing.
‎Something felt unnatural about the whole quietness.
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‎“Maybe because it's my first day at work,” I thought.
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‎But no.
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‎Something was really unnatural behind the tall walls of the mansion.
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‎I took my plate to my room, unwashed.
‎I was afraid to touch the rich man's sink.
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‎I lay on the hard bed and stared at the ceiling.
‎The fan was blowing slowly.
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‎I needed more air than the fan could produce.
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‎Nobody talked to anybody.
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‎Around 10 p.m., the compound felt like I was the only one staying there.
‎I was tired.
‎My body hurt from the work I wasn't used to, but it was still better than hawking under the hot sun at Jabi.
‎I closed my eyes, ready to sleep.
‎Then I remembered again.
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‎Henry.
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‎The reason why I'm here.
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‎I pulled out my phone.
‎The wallpaper was a picture of Henry with his gap teeth, smiling.
‎It was taken two months ago.
‎Before the complicated malaria that landed him in the hospital.
‎Tears fell before I could stop them.
‎I pressed the phone to my chest and prayed silently.
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‎“God, please. Just let him be okay.”
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‎I thought about life.
‎When Mama was still alive.
‎When Dad hadn't left for the journey of no return.
‎When I didn't have to care about my next meal.
‎I wished I could turn back the hands of time.
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‎Amidst my thoughts was a TAP… TAP… TAP.
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‎Footsteps walking past my door.
‎Slowly.
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‎I sat up fast.
‎Heart pounding.
‎Could it be Alfred?
‎Or was it Miss Vivian?
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‎The footsteps stopped right outside my door.
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