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Drowa nai daga bakin gadon daya ajeni ina kuka sosai ga fitsarin dana saki yana bin jikina, jikinsa na fad'a na wani irin mak'alk'alesa ina kerma na kasa cewa komi don bakina bazai iya fiddo maganar ba, ji nai bindigar ta silale k'asa ta fad'i ya saka duka hannayensa yai mun wata runguma kamar zai maidani cikin cikinsa, kafin cikin wani zafi-zafi ya dago fuskata saida naji ya cafke bakina cikin sauri ba shiri naja wata kafirar ajiyar zuciya, bilhakki da gaske yake kissing d'ina kamar rayuwara gaba d'aya tana akan bakina, shansa yake kamar ba gobe har suka fara wani irin zogi daker na kwace bakin nawa, muryarsa na shaking ya tallabo duka kuncina yana jan numfashi yace, "bazaki k'ara yin abunda kikai ba ko?"

Har sannan rawa jikina keyi na d'aga masa kai hawayena basu tsaya ba, yacigaba da cewa "FATIMAH kece rayuwata daga ranar da kika juya mun baya, a ranar kilan zan bar duniya don Allah jelly na karki had'ani da kowa so nake ki girmamani fiye da kowa aduniyar nan, so nake ki soni fiye da kowa a duniya kinji Jelly na"

Kai na kawai nake iya d'aga mashi bakina na rawa nace, "ni......n....ni bana son kana yin......yin irin abunda kayi yanzu"

Hancinsa yake gogawa ga nawa yace, "zan daina inhar kema baki sake yin abun yau ba"

Ina sauke numfashin wahala nace, "bazan sake ba kayakuri"

Jinjina kai yayi sannan yace, "daga yau babu ruwanki da komi zai faru tsakanina da Nawwarah, tare kika ganmu ki barmu a haka ko zamu kashe juna, abunda kikai yau akaina kawai nake son kiyi sa zan fijinki acikin raina"

Kai nasake d'agawa ya sake tallaboni jikinsa yana kai bakinsa kunnena yace, "I'm sorry baby na saki fitsari"

Yadda yai maganar saida naji wani tsammmmm acikin ilahirin jikina, na nok'e kaina kirjinasa inajin wani iri iska ya sakar mun ga fuskata yana sake cewa, "muje na wanke miki I'm very sorry kinji"

Na girgiza kai kawai kamar jiran ansata yake yai mun daukar jarirai toilet d'insa ya bud'e muka shiga, kamshi ya bugi hancina ina son kewayen yaya saboda kamshin sa da tsaftar sa, dorani yayi bisa madubin toilet d'in kayan bisa madubin ya shiga kallo sannan ya dauko almakashi, kallon sa nayi shima yana kallona ba wanda yace uffan, amman zuciyata wani salon bugawa take min saboda salon daya dake min bai tab'a mun ba. Kamo rigar tawa yayi daga k'asa ahankali yasa almakashin yana raba rigar biyu wani wahalallen numfashi na ja dakarfi ina runtse idona, jikina ya d'an saki kuma yana d'an tsuma saida yazo har wuya na nad'an ja baya ina hangame wuyan, dats dats ya ida rabeta biyu har da ajiyar zuciya ya saki runtse idona nayi don rigar yar kanti ce, ban sata da bra ba pant ne kawai jikina bayan ya raba rigar biyu.

Kafin ma na ida nawowa daidai naji ya sak'a almakashin ta gefen pant d'in shima ya datseshi, a hanzarce na matse k'afafuna ina damk'e hannunsa dake gefena.

Tsuru yayi yana yawo da idonsa a surar jikina kwalkwarsa har wani vibrating take masa, wannan yarinyar anya mutumce kuwa, tunda yake mu'amala da mata baiga macen dakeda kwatan kwacin jikinta ba, har gara-gara Nawwara amman surar jikin Fatimah ta dabance, wani yawu ya had'iye muk'utt yasa hannu ya kamoni na kasa bud'e idona kunya-kunya ce nakeji tsoro-tsoro da wani sabon feelings da ban tab'aji ba, tallabo fuskana yayi muryar ta shak'e sosai yace "Jelly"

A slow nake bud'e idona na sauke a fuskar sa wani lumshe idonsa yayi sannan ya bud'e hannunsa duka kirjinsa na kalla da babu riga ajiki sai kwantaccen gashinsa mai shalk'i, a hanzarce na isa jikinsa na makalkalesa ga kunnena yake rad'a mun.

"Zan wanke ki Jelly na, saboda na saki kinyi fitsari kin b'ata jikinki, shiyasa ma na yage rigar don tatashi aiki, gobe zan kaiki ki sayi wasu"

"Kinaso na wanke miki?"

Na gyad'a kaina inajin wani iri karatun anty Nawwara yana shawagi akaina amman na gaza yin amfani dashi, karfin abunda yaya ke mun da wanda nakeji ya hana karatun ta tasiri araina.

Daukata yayi ya sanya cikin komin wanka dake tinjim da ruwa ai sassanye k'amshi, bai shigo ba yana bakin komin yake wanke mun jikina da sabulu mai santsi da k'amshi, duk sak'o da lungu na jikina ba inda baya mulkewa da sabulun, wani sauti ne ke fita daga bakina wanda banma san ina sakin sa ba, sai marmatse k'afafuna nake cikin wayau da dubara ya bud'e su.

Wani sabulun ya matso ga hannunsa saidai naji hannunsa gabana yana wani irin mulkesa yana wanke sa, damk'ar hannun sa nayi ina sauke numfashi ci gaba yayi da mulke wajen haukane kawai banba, kafin na sakar masa kuka don banda abunyi sai haka badan yaso ba ya kyale wajen, ya ida mun wankan ya nad'eni da towel muka fito shiryani yake cikin wani salo da nuna zahirin soyayyar da yake mun, a wannan ranar abu biyu yake mun yawo akai game da yayan, shin kaunata yake ko sha'awata yake zan iya cewa har yau ban samu wannan ansar ba maman muhseen, saboda idan ina tare dashi ba abunda yake masifar so irin ya ringa tab'ani, amman har yau bai ketare iyakata ba sai nake ganin da ace sha'awata ce zalla tattare dashi bazan kawo iwar haka bai kawar da buk'atarsa ba.

Kuma duk irin abunda yake mun dai-dai da rana guda bana jin haushin sa, saima karin kaunarsa da take dankare cikin zuciyata nasan ba dai-dai bane abunda yake mun, amman bazan iya hana shi ba bakuma zan iya nuna masa b'acin raina akan haka ba kamar yadda Anty Nawwara tace mun nayi masa, zuciyata ma son abun take don inajin hakan yasa nake kara jinsa har cikin jinin jikina, kuma har yanzu bai furta mun yana son ba amman kalaman sa sun bayyana mun tuntuni ayyukansa ma sun bayyana mun haka, sannan shima kuma nasan ya riga ya gama gane yadda zuciyata ta lalace da kaunarsa.

Sai nake ganin ashe idan soyayya da kaunar juna sukai yawa sha'awar junan ku ma tana hauhawa, amman yana bakin k'ok'arinsa wajen ganin ya iya sarrafa kanshi.

Iyakata da Anty Nawwara gaisuwa don itama ta tattareni ta watsar ganin yadda muka d'inke da yayan, bazance sun shirya ba amman ga dukkan alamu neman shiri yake da ita, don jarabar dake tattare dashi bazai iya juyeta akaina ba ita kuma ta rufe duk hanyar da zata had'asu suyi magana, in tana falo muka shigo zata tashi tanar falon.

Idan gari ya waye zanje school inta mata magana ina janta da fira saidai uhm kawai take ce mun, ranan da zamu shopping tana shirya dining yace mata, "ki shirya muje shopping dake"

Kai tsaye tace, "bana zuwa" ta bar wajen ma baki daya.

Yaji ba dad'i ganin haka sai na bita dakinta na sameta tana kuka, jikina ya mutu na durk'usa har k'asa ina rik'o hannunta nace, "kiyi hakuri Anty ki yafe masa, yana son ku shirya don Allah kizo muje"

Kallo na take cike da takaici ta girgiza kai tace, "ke yarinya ce har yau akwai k'uruciya tattare dake, sannan soyayya tana shawagi dake idan kika sake kikai kuskure irin nawa zakiyi danamar da har badan ba zaki daina ba, tashi kiyi tafiyarki bazan je ba"

Zan magana tai saurin dakatar dani ta hanyar d'aga mun hannu tace, "fice anan Fatimah"

Jikina a sab'ule na fito yana mota lokacin na iske shi, yace "tak'i zuwa ko? Kyaleta shigo kawai kanta tai mawa"

Yadda yai maganar ya nuna ransa a b'ace yake, don duk ta inda ya biyo zillewa antyn take, kuma shi yagaji haka nan da gabar don za'ai wata da yin abun, idan na fahimta yaya na son Anty Nawwara saidai zafin kanshi da izgilancin sa bazai bari agane ba, don zafin ransa yai yawa baya daukar abu da sauki kuma zan iya cewa ta dalilina d'an son da yake mata yake gocewa wani lokacin, haka mukaje muka dawo ransa ajagule.