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Ahmad bai tashi dawowa hayyacinsa ba saida ya iddasa komai ya gama samun nutsuwa, yana maida numfashi kamar wanda yayi tsere ya duqo gareta yana kallonta, amma sai komai nasa ya tsaya a take ganin Na'ima na wani irin jijjaga idanunta sun kafe, wani irin numfashi take fusga da kyar kamar ta shide qirjinta na wani irin hawa da sauqa...A firgice Ahmad ya dago ta yana fadin "Ya Allah.. Na'ima...Na'imaa" amma sai wani irin numfashi take kamar wadda ranta zai fita, a gigice ya sauqa daga gadon tareda daukan towel dinsa ya nufi falonsa da sauri ya dawo hannunsa da riqe da bottle water ya fara zuba mata ruwan a fuska, a tsorace yake fadin "Babe.... Na'ima...Look at me, Look at me" sai ta juyo da kanta tana kallonsa amma idanunta har sannan a kafe, dasauri ya kamo fuskanta yace "Breathe in..Breathe in pleaseee" dakyar ta gyada kai tareda bude bakinta taja numfashin dakyar, murya na rawa ya sake cewa "Breathe out, Breathe out again" nan ma ta fara qoqarin sake numfashin, tana damqe hannunsa dake cikin nata, haka ya kamota yana guiding nata yanda zata ja numfashin dan shine kadai solution a wannan lokacin, vividly gashinan Panic attack ta samu, haka ya rinqa mata har saida numfashinta ya fara daidai ta sannan ya miqe jiki na rawa ya dauki wayarsa dake bedside drawer sai kuma ya rasa me zeyi,  Hasbunallah...sai ya rasa ta ina zai fara ma, dan jinin da ya gani akan gadon ba qaramin firgitashi yayi ba, me ya ke faruwa ne? gashi shi ba likita ba balle ya san ta ina zai fara taimaka mata, da taimakon Allah anty Amnah tazo kansa nan yayi saurin buga mata kira yana kamo hannun Na'iman tareda damqewa tana jan numfashin da kyar, har zuciyarsa rawa take ganin yanda Na'ima ke kuka da numfashin a jejjere gashi Anty Amnah bata dauki waya ba sai yayi saurin nufan closet dinsa ya dawo hannunsa da wata babbar T-shirt dinsa ya fara dago Na'iman zai saka mata kawai tayi qara tana jijjaga kai a galabaice, da sauri ya ya maida ita ya kwantar yanajin da da hali shima kukan zeyi ganinta a galabaicen, kawai ya fara fadin "I'm sorry, kiyi hakuri, I'm sorry Na'eemah" kawai hakuri yake ta bata tana numfashin nan kuma Kiran Anty Amnah ya shigo wayan tasa yayi saurin dauka, kafin tace komai yace "I need your help" daga can Anty Amnah tace "Meya faru son?" A dan gigice ya fara magana "Na'eemah...tana numfashi da kyar...and i...i.." dasauri tace "Ahmad ka nutsu kaji, nutsu ka fadamin me ya sameta" ya shafa fuskansa a hargitse yace "Numfashinta yana breaking, please kizo yanzu, i need you" da sauri tace "i'm coming" da haka ya kashe wayan ya sake maida hankali gurin Na'ima da zuwa yanzu ta fara samun daidaiton numfashin sai kuka kuma da takeyi kamar ranta zai fita, ya duqa zai sake dago ta dan saka mata rigan sai ta turasa baya da dan sauran karfinta da ya rage, murya a shake tace "ka fita" cikin lallashi yace "Please ki bari in saka miki" ta kulle idonta tana numfashin a rarrabe tace "Banaso..ka fita" sai ta sake fashewa d wani kukan me karfi, kawai Ahmad ya hau gadon hankalinsa a tashe ya tsugunna kusa da itan tareda  kamo hannunta, ganin batace komai ba ya sashi samun kwarin gwiwan rungumota yana shafa bayanta, sunfi minti goma akan gadon tana wannan numfashin wani kiran daga security ya shigo wayan Ahmad ya miqa hannu ya dauka kafin suce komai yace "just let her in" ya kashe wayan tareda sauqa daga gadon ya sake komawa closet dinsa bai dade ba ya fito sanye da jallabiya sai ya qaraso gurin Na'ima ya fara gyara mata blanket din jikinta tana ta sauqe numfashi, da haka ya fita da sauri ya qarasa downstairs ya bude kofan, shigowa Anty Amnah tayi da sauri tace "Ina take?" yace "tana dakina" sai ta wucesa da saurinta ta nufi stairs riqe da babban jaka a hannunta shima ya rufa mata baya, shigansu dakin nasa Anty Amnah tayi sauri qarasawa gadon tana kiran sunan Na'iman, ganin yanda take kwantar numfashi da kyar itama sai da ta fara guiding dinta tayi numfashin sannan tayi saurin saka mata breather a hancinta tana matsa abun a nutse, Ahmad na tsaye yana kallonsu jiki babu qwari sai Anty Amnah ta kallesa tace "Bani ruwa, mai sanyi kuma" ya gyada kai ya fita, juyawa Anty Amnah tayi ta kalli Na'iman tace "Yauwa daughter, keep breathing" sai Na'ima ta ja numfashin sosai Anty tace "There....yauwa toh sakeshi a hankali" sai Na'ima ta sake numfashin asannu tana sake jan wanin Anty Amnah na guiding dinta, Ahmad ne yadawo hannunsa da ruwan sai Anty Amnah ta karba ta ajiye a gefenta sannan ta sake focusing kanta gurin Na'iman har sai da taga numfashin ya daidaita sannan ta cire mata breather din, kulle ido Na'ima tayi hawaye na fita daga idonta sai Anty Amnah ta bude ruwa ta miqo mata bakinta da nufin tasha, tana sha din Anty Amnah ta kalli Ahmad again tace "kawo mata riga ta saka, nan ma ya duqa ya miqa mata tashi dake yashe a qasan dakin ta karba ta fara kokarin sakawa Na'iman sai kuma taga taqi motsawa daga kwancen da take, dan sake kamota tayi sai Na'ima tayi stiff tana hawayen taqi barin position dinda take, sai Anty Amnah tafara dubanta dakyau, ahankali tace "Gyarawa zakiyi in saka miki rigan kinji" sai Na'ima ta fashe da kuka ta fara girgiza kai, nan kuma Anty Amnah ta fara yaye mata bargon tana duban ko wani abunne ya sameta a jikintan, Ahmad na ganin ta fara bude duvet din jikin Na'iman ya juya ya fice daga dakin, jiki babu qwari ya fita daga part din nasa gaba daya sai ya nufi kitchen din downstair direct ya bude fridge ya dauki bottle water, shan ruwan kawai yake a tsaye jikin kitchen island din amma kwata kwata baya cikin nutsuwarsa, sai kallon kofan kitchen din yake tunani iri iri aransa...Anty was more than shock da abunda ta gani a gadon, nan take ta maida bargon ta rufe Na'iman while ita kuma ta qara qarfin kukanta tana duqar da kai, cike da rarrashi Anty Amnah tace "Na'ima" kasa amsawa Na'iman tayi sai ta sake cewa "Daughter" nan ma kawai dan dagowa tayi ta kalli Antyn sai tace mata "Is this your first?" ahankali Na'ima ta gyada kai tana sauke idonta, sai Anty Amnah tace "Meya faru? Bakiyi ba a auren ki na baya?" murya a shaqe Na'ima tace "Ban taba yin wannan ba" sai kuma ta fashe da wani kukan tuna azaban da taji dazun, da sauri Anty Amnah takai hannunta baki cikin mamaki, sai kuma ta kamo hannun Na'iman ahankali tace "It's going to be alright kinji, bari nazo yanzunnan" sai Na'ima ta gyada kai kawai har sannan ta kasa kallonta, da haka Anty Amnah ta miqe ta fita daga dakin, ganin babu Ahmad a falon yasa ta sauqa qasa ranta a dan bace, nan ma bata gansa ba ta kwala kiran sunan sa, sai tajiyo takunsa daga corridor'n ya fito yana kallonta, rai abace tace "She had panic attack, you could've killed her Ahmad" ahankali yace "I'm sorry please" tace "Kuma kasan matarka virgin ce, kaje mata da wannan qarfin Ahmad, what were you even thinking?"