CHAPTER 1

VIXEN

Na mutu cikin rayuwa ba adadi.

Na tsani kaina.

Kuma ina jin tsanar kowa ma a duniya.

Ji nake rayuwata ba ta da wani amfani domin kuwa ko da tana da amfanin ma sai dai ga masu zalunta ba dai a gare ni ba.

Cikata shekara goma a rayuwa ya rusa mun duk wani tunani da farinciki, har ma da burina.

Babu abun da na sani illa rayuwar shaye-shaye.

Da kuma abun da ke kasance tsakanin namiji da 'ya mace.

Ana zalunta a boye kuma bani da damar bayyanarwa.

Makaranta ta zame mun wajen zuwa in yi kuka ba dai karatu ba.

Kanin Mahaifiyata shi ne silar komai.

Ya mayar da ni babbar mace don dole domin Kusantata kawai yake aduk lokacin da yaso.

Da nai kokarin sanar da mahaifiyata sai ta nuna mun rashin amincewarta ga hakan, har ya kai ga ta sanar da shi kan cewa ya hukuntani.

Haka suka hadu suka mun duka, a karshe ya rada mun cewa in har na kuskure na kara gigin sanar da wani hakan ba ma ni kadai ba hatta iyayenawa zai iya hadawa ya kashemu.

Rayuwata ta kara mun zafi.

Amma babu wanda ya damu da ya nake ina lafiya? Meke damuna!

Wanda har ya kai ga Kawayena na makaranta sun fara fahimta.

A karshe suka jani cikinsu tare da gabatar mun da shaye-shaye matsayin maganin kowacce Matsala.

Da hakan na fara har ya kai ga na zarce su a harkar.

Ya kai ga har satan na Kawuna nake a gida ina sha.

Karshe da ya fahimta da kanshi ya ke kara daurani hanyar sha har ma na zamewa Kawayena Dilar da ke saida masu cikin makaranta.

Yanzu shekarata goma sha Uku a duniya na fara ganin canji a yanayi jikina, bayyanar girma da tunbina ya yi,hakan ya tabbatar mun da cewa ciki gareni.

Mahaifiyata da Mahaifina sun jima da fahimta amman sun gagara tankawa saboda tsaro da son abun duniya.

Ya ake so in rayu?

Bayan kullum ina kara rayuwa tare da kara jin tsanar kaina ne?

KHADEEJA (Deejerh)

Australia

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"Ma Sha Allah Welcome all, fatan kowa na lafiya?"

Khalil ya fada.

Farouk ne ya yi saurin Faɗin, "Alhmdu Lillah We are all fine."

Ya karasa maganar yana kallon Haiydar kafin ya ce, "Wai ina Gimbiya ne? Tunda an hanani cewa tawa."

Haiydar ya yi Murmushi kafin ya ce, "Kun kusa ai kai zan tambaya."

Dukansu suka yi dariya.

Zahra na fadin, "Madam na cen tana fama da babynta na san shiyasa baza ma ta sauraremu ba."

Duk maganar nan da suke Deejerh ce kawai bata yi magana ba,ga dukkan alamu ma hankalinta na wani wajen ta tafi duniyar tunani.

Farouk dauke da plate a hannu ya na cika baki ya ce, "Ina ga zamu iya fara yanzu ko? ."

Zahra tai dariya, "Eheen Food Master tunda ka rike abun tabawa ai dole hali dai ba zai canja ba.

Khalil ya ce, "Zaku fara ko, muyi muyi asan matsaya domin kusan lokacin barcina ya yi ba sauraren ku zan yi ba, fatan komai na tafiya daidai,ko akwai wani mai fuskantar wata matsala?"

Kowa ya amsa da ba komai fuska a sake cikin yanayin Farinciki, Khalil ya kalli Deejerh da har lokacin bata ce Komai ba,ga dukkan alamu ma hankalin ta baya wajen ya ce, "Deejerh me ke faruwa ne? You look so silent like hankalinki ma kwantata baya tattare da mu lafiya kuwa?"

"Yanzu haka tunanin wani bazawarinta take, kasan Yara in suka fada Tarkon Luv ba sa yi da wasa." Farouk ya fada.

Dukansu saida suka yi dariya har Deejerhn.

Kafin ta ce, "umm Wallahi halin rayuwar da na ga al'umma ke ciki shine ya tada mun hankali, na kasa samun Nutsuwa sam, ko barci jiya banyi ba da na rufe idanu kawai mutane nake gani suna cikin yunwa da talauci."

Gyara zama dukaninsu suka yi.

Farouk ya ce, "Ba mu labarin mana."

Deejerh ta numfasa kafin ta ce, "Al'umma na cikin wani hali sosai na neman yadda zasu rayu su ingata rayuwar su da ta 'Ya'yansu, wasu yunwa na kashe su, wasu sun zama barayin dole, wasu matan sun zama mazinata don dai kawai abasu kudin da za su ci abinci, wasu kuwa sun koma shaye-shaye, ni banma san ya zan kwantanta lamarin ba amman mutane da dama da hankalin su talauci yasa sun zama marasa hankali Mussaman rayuwar iyaye mata, basu da jarin da zasuyi sana'a bare har ya kai ga su dogara da kansu abun ya matuƙar tada mun hankali Mussaman yadda naga ana amfani da kanunun yara ana lalata da su duk don karamin kudin da zasu sai abinci su sa a baki musamman yan Nigeria a yanzu."

Jikinsu ya yi sanyi duka sai da suka yi shiru na yan mintuna kafin Haiydar ya ce, "Duk da cewa wannan zaman bana aiwatar da Business Project bane amman inaga akwai bukatar mu ɓullo da wani sabon abu da zai iya taimakawa al'unma su samu jarin da zasu dogara da kai."

"Yes, nima hakan nake tunani gaskiya ko yane, ya dai zam an samu hanyar kawar da yunwar da zata iya kawowa al'umma tozarta." Khalil ya faɗa.

Zahra ta ce, "Mussaman Mata don sun fi shiga cikin uƙuba."

Farouk ya gyara zama kafin ya ce, "Akwai hanyoyi da dama na hanyoyin da za a samawa mutane aiki cikin sauki kun ga kamar Naija State suna noma sosai garin na da abubuwan ban sha'awa wanda cikin sauki za a iya nemawa mutane aikinyi,suna noma doya mai kyau, shinkafa da abubuwa da dama amman kuma hakan na kasancewa kowacce karshen shekara ne,sai ya kasance yanzu sun bullo da hanyar soiless farm lab , wacce wata hanya ce ta musamman da za a iya yin noma ba sai a lokacin damina ba, ba sai anyi amfani da kasa ba zallan ruwa kawai, wanda hakan wata hanya ce ta musamman kuma mai sauki da aka samowa manoma ko ince ga marasa aikinyi wanda cikin ma'aikatan kaso saba'in mata ne, talatin ne za a ce mazan, kuma an kawar da yunwa cikin al'umma ta wani bangaren yadda baza a taba samun rashin abinci ba, tunda kowanni lokaci ana noma, hakan ya matukar birgeni kuma ma karin karawan da ya kasance a kasata ne,kasar tawa ma jahata ta Mussaman kuma suna da fili a Mokwa wanda agun zamu iya yin Public private partnership da government muyi amfani da filin wajen Soiless farm lab mu dauki matasa aiki ko da daliban dake Agric Tech ne School dinsu na cen kuma a mokwa din ma ana iya samun Waken Suya da rake Sosai, sannan su ko yaushe ana iya samun Doya ba kamar su Benue da yake season ba, kai in na ce zan tsaya lissafo abubuwan Nigeria zaku sha mamaki fa."

Dariya Khalil ya yi,ya ce, "Umm wato zaka nuna mana bambamci kai dan Nigeria, koma yane dai hakan ya birgeni inaga ya kamata musa shi ciki a tsarin mu sannan ina ga ba iya Nigeria ake fama da talaucin nan ba zamu hada harda Niger sannan kuma mu bincika sauran ƙasashen ma In Sha Allah ."

Farouk ya ce, "E, ina tunanin hakan amman kafin nan ga wani abu mai sauki da ya kamata muyiwa mutane, na ga akwai wani abu da ke trending a media mutum zaiyi rigista da dala goma kawai kullum sai ya dunga Mining na tsawon shekara guda yana samun kudi a kalla kowanni wata za a iya samun 15k me zai hana muyiwa mutane rigista da dala goman kudin farko da duk wacce aka ma rigista zata cire sai ta biyamu kudinmu mu kuma zamu ci gaba da rabawa mutane kun ga cikin shekara guda in mutum na da tattale zai iya tara Kudin da zai kai masa jari ya fara kasuwanci ko cikin wata uku ne ma zuwa shida ba sai an cika shekara ba, daga nan in muka ga mutum kasuwancin shi ya haɓaka zamu iya tallafa masu ta hanyar kara masu jari."

Da sauri Deejerh ta ce, "Great idea my Friend, shiyasa nake ji da kai , kwakwalarka bata wasa ba ce."

Farouk ya ce, "eheen kin sanmu mu yan Nigeria ba irinku ba mu muna da hangen nesa."

Khalil ya katse da su, "ba sai kun fara ba, ina ganin kawai acire kudin ya kamata kuma kake ganin zai isa sai ku rarraba wa mutane da suka cancanta kuma kuka san zasu dawo da shi."

Da haka suka kammala meeting din suna gamawa wani Farinciki ya lullube Deejerh na jin cewa aranta ko ba kowai wasu da yawa zasu fita daga cikin matsala.

Kwanciya tayi tana kallon saman dakinta.

Barci ne cikin idanunta sosai bata an kare ba kawai ji tayi ana kokarin rabata da kayan da ke jikinta.

Kokarin kaucewa ta fara da karfi, marin da ya sake mata ne yasata saurin ficewa a hayyacinta.

Cikin Muryar kuka take fadin, "Please Uncle,ban da lafiya,ban da lafiya kar ka mun, ka barni Please Uncle Stop It." Ta fada tana kankame jikinta.

Kara Marinta ya yi cikin zafin rai yana fadin, "Will shut up or not?.

Ya karasa maganar yana tunkudata kan gadon.

Belt din jikinsa ya zare yana shauɗamata tana so tayi kuka da karfi amman ba hali tsoro yasa tasa hannu a bakin tana kunshewa kada sautin kukan ya fita.

Kara faffasa mata jiki ya yi, tsabar azaba jini ne da wasu gudaje suka fara fita a jikinta wanda ga dukkan alamu cikin da ke jikinta ne ke zuba.

Duk da ganin wannan jinin hakan bai hanasa kusantarta ba, tun tana iya motsawa da kokarin kaucewa har ta gagara domin ta zubar da jini sosai kuma karfin jikinta ya gama karewa.

Haka ya gama biyawa kansa Bukata kamar yadda ya saba cikin daren son ransa kafin ta turata gefe saida ta hade da gado ya tashi yana tsakin ta bata masa jiki da jini.

Don dole ya shiga toilet ya wanke jikinsa kafin ya kwanta adakinsa.

Deejerh kuwa ko runtsawa batai ba daidai dana second guda yadda ta ga dare haka ta ga rana azaba ta kowanni bangare ji take har gari ya waye.

Gari na wayewa haka ta lallaba ta tattara zanin gadon nata mai dauke da wasu gudajin jini takai toilet, ta dan rage jinin da ke jikinta ta wanke ta canja wani kayan a rarrabe ta koma kan gadon ta kwanta wani zazzafan zazzabi ya lullubeta.

Har Mamanta da Babanta sun tafi aiki bata fito ba,kuma basu damu da dubawa suji ko ya lafiyarta take ba,koma wani dalili ne yasa bata fito tayi sharin tafiya School ba.

Misalin karfe Goma daidai Uncle Zayd ya tunkuda kofar dakinta.

Kafin wata magana ya cakumo gashin kanta tana karkarwan zazzabi ya ce, "Ke wai me kike nufi ne? Ga kaya cen na hada miki ba zaki shirya ki tafi school din ki saida mun bane ko kuwa bakin halin naki ne ya motsa?"

Cikin raunatacciyar murya dake take iya bude baki ta ce, "Uncle i can't, ba zan iya zuwa School ba ban da.....

Kafin ta karasa ya sake mata wata irin gigitacciyar tsawa saida cikinta ya amsa ya ce, "Oya maza maza ki tashi ki je kisa uniform na baki minti biyu inga kin fito cikin shigar makaranta kuma ki dauki jakarki da na hada da kaya ki tafi da ita."

Yana fada ya fice daga dakin.

Bata da wani zaɓi, jiki na rawa bata gani sosai ,ba ma ta karfi a jikin haka tasa uniform dinta na karamar doguwar riga zuwa gwiwa ta fita .

Jaka ya hurga mata yana rike mata kunne, "Saura inga kin dawo mun da koda ɗaya cikin gidan nan ni da ke ne."

Haka ta zura jakar a bayanta, tana tafiya jakar na janta kamar zata fadi, daidai kofar get din makarantar tana shiga jini ya fara bubula a jikinta kamar ruwa.....

Idanunta na kaiwa kan jinin ta fara kokarin durkusawa yadda zata tare.

Kafin tai wani yunkuri jiri ya dibeta ta daina gani.

Take ta fadi sumammiya agun.

Maira ce ta fara hangota, da gudu taje ta kira Noha da su Abiel.

Da sauri suka dauketa ba tare da sun bari kowa ya gani ba, suka shigar da ita toilet.

Noha da Maira ne suka wanke mata jiki sannan suka shiga Empty Class din da suka saba shaye-shayen su ciki, su ka kwantar da ita kan desk.

Abiel ya ce, "Ku duba mana Jakarta ko tazo mana da su don ni yau ba zan iya komai ba in ba na jini asama ba."

Fisge jakar a hannun Maira Daeej ya yi yana, "Ga abu nan aciki wannan yarinyar ta rike kamar nata."

Bude jakar suka yi suka fito da dukka kwalaben kowa ya dauki wanda zai sha suka fara sha.

Deejerh kuwa ta farka amman da idanu kawai take binsu da kallo ta gagara ko motsawa.

Gabaɗayansu sunyi mankas suna cikin sha Noha ta ce, "koma me ya sameta take zubar da jini oho." Tana maganar cikin muryar maye.

Noha ma cikin muryar ta ce, "Oho kika sani ko Period ne yazo mata haka, gata ta farka ai ki dan bata ita ma ta sha zata ji dadin rayuwarta koma miye."

Haduwa suka yi su biyo daya ta tallafeta daya ta sa mata gorar a baki, suka dunga tura mata.

Daeej cikin bugaggiyar murya ya bige hannun Maira yana, "Dalla ku barta haka baku ga bata da lafiya bane wai."

Sake ta suka yi suka ci gaba da shan abun su, can kuwa kowa ya gama ficewa hayyacinsa take wani irin barci ya daukesa.

Kafar Maira akan Abiel, Noha da Daeej sun rungumi juna.

Deejerh ma kwance barcin ya kara kwasheta.

Ranar ko class basu shiga ba sai wajen 2pm Daeej ya farka.

Yana farkawa ya Ɗakawa Abiel duka shi ma ya farka sannan ya daki Noha da Maira.

Tashi suka yi suna wiƙi-wiki da Idanu.

Maira ta tashi Deejerh," Hee Deejerh Wake up Please."

Noha ta kalli a gogon hannunta kafin ta ce,"Oh My God lokaci ya kure saura 1 Hour a tashi fa."

Daga kai Deejerh tayi,ta dafa bango tana tashi,Cikin raunatacciyar murya ta ce, "Amman dai kun hada kudin ko? Kun san i will be in trouble in ban maida masa da kudinsa ba."

Wata gajiyar Dariya Daeej ya yi ya na, "Ga kudinki nan shugabar matsorata ya ci ma ace kin daina tsoron wannan Uncle din naki wallahi."

Karban Kudin Deejerh tayi ta daga kai tana kallonsu ta ce, "Amman kudin bai kai ba ai."

Abiel ya ce, "Eheen haka zamu bada ki kai masa in kudin bai masa ba ya biyo mu ya kwata."

Wata irin mummunan faduwa gaban Deejerh ya yi, tuni zuciyarta ta fara hasko mata irin azabar da zata sha yau inta koma gida.

Duk da cewar jikinta ba kwari bata da lafiya amman haka ta dunga takawa da ƙafa har ta isa gida.

Tana zuwa ta tattarar da Uncle Zayd kwance a parlour.

Yana jin shigarta kuwa ya mike cikin sauri yana washe baki.

Mika mata hannu ya yi alamar ta bashi kudin Drugs din da ya bata.

Ta durkusa gabansa hannu biyu ta mika masa gabanta na dukan tara-tara.

Washe baki ya yi ya fara lissafa kudin.

Ganin Dala sha biyar maimakon dala ishirin da yake zato hakan yasa nan take ya sauya yanayi ya bata rai.

A fusace ya dago ya kalleta.

Ya hankadata da kafarsa sai da ta manne da jikin bango.

"Are You Out Of Ur Sense? Were are the remaining balance? Zaki kawo mun dala ashirin kin kawo mun sha biyar? Sata kika fara ko me?"

Ya ƙarasa maganar yana shaƙe mata wuya tare da kara hankadata jikin bangon kamar zata shige ciki.

Murya na rawa ta ce, "Ka yi hakuri Uncle abun da suka bani,bani kenan, ban ci ba, Wallahi ban taba kudin ba."

Kamar tana kara tunzura shi, kafarsa ya kara biga mata a fuska ta kara bigewa da bangon sai da bakinta ya fashe, jini ya fara fita.

"Ki mun shiru,munafuka kawai, sai nayi maganinki in kina mun haka, ke mai bakin hali ko? I will teach a lesson." Ya fada yana tashi.

Kayan jikinsa ya cire daga shi sai gajeran wando, ya kwanta kan 3seater yana fadin, "Oyaa kizo ki danna mun jikina."

Cikinta ƙugi yake kamar zai fashe tsabar yunwa domin ban da Drugs din da su Noha suka tura mata babu abun da tasa a cikinta.

Haka ta tashi ta kama yi masa danna, ta rike kafafunsa tana dannawa, jin yatsansa babba kawai ta yi cikin bakinta.

Da ya ji ta tsaya,cikin tsawa ya ce, "ki ci gaba da mun danna kuma kina tsotsan yatsana da ke bakinki."

Haka ya dunga kara hankadata mata yatsan cikin baki kamar zata yi amai amman ba yadda ta iya haka ta ci gaba.

Ya juyo da kirjin sa yana kallonta ya ce, "Oya ki bar kafar nan yanzu kizo ki na tsotsan nan." Ya ƙarasa maganar yana nuna kan kirjinsa.

Haka ta dawo ta durkusar da kanta tasa bakinta a kirjinsa tana tsotsa, in ta tsati gefe daya sai ya karkace ta kara tsotsan dayan gefen.

Can kuma ya tashi ya cire gajeran wandon jikinsa gabadaya yana nuna mata gabansa ta tsotsa.

Haka tasa baki ta fara tsotsa, yana kara budewa,yana cizan yatsa.

Ita kuwa rufe idanu tayi, tana kakakin yunkurin amai, wanda babu abun da ke shirin fita daga bakinta kasancewar babu komai a cikin.

Shi kuwa kara turata yake, yana kara sa abun na shigewa bakinta yana wani irin gurnani da suruntai.

Ta gaji ban da haki da nishin wahala babu abun da take, Nocking din da yaji ana yi a kofa yasa shi saurin dawowa a hayyacinsa, a gaggauce ya tashi ya maida karamin gajeran wandonsa da riga jikinsa.

Sannan ya dagata ya zaunar kan kujera.

Da sauri ya shiga kitchen ya dauko mata abinci ya mika mata.

Ya dauki tsunma ya goge mata jinin da ya fito a bakinta.

Daidai fuskarta ya je yana shako gashin kanta ya ce, "In kika kuskura ki ka nuna wani yanayin damuwa in suka shigo, sai na