Chapter 2:The Weight Of Yes.

He was sitting at his desk at seven in the evening when his father called. The office was quiet by then his staff had gone home, the phones had stopped, and the only sound was the low hum of the air conditioning and the occasional car passing on the street below. He had been working since six in the morning. He had not eaten since noon. He did not notice either of these things until much later.

He picked up on the second ring.

Jalal.

Baba. He leaned back in his chair. His father's voice always did this made the room feel smaller, the air a little thicker. Not out of fear. Out of the particular weight that came with being someone's son. Is everything alright?

Everything is fine. A pause. His father paused the way other men cleared their throats deliberately, to signal that what came next mattered. I spoke with Alhaji Danmalam today.

Jalal was quiet.

The families are in agreement, his father continued. Farida is a good woman. Her family is respected. This is a good match, Jalal. A clean match."

I know, Jalal said.

You have met her twice.

I know.

She is educated. She is from a good home. Her father and I have known each other for twenty years." Another pause. "I am not asking you to love her today. I am asking you to be willing.

Jalal looked at his desk. At the stacked files, the land acquisition reports, the logistics contracts that needed his signature before Friday. At the life he had built in this office, piece by careful piece, since he was twenty-five years old and his father's heart had given its first warning and the company had needed someone to hold it steady.

He had held it steady.

He was still holding it.

"I am willing," he said.

His father exhaled not quite relief, but something close to it. "Good. We will arrange a formal meeting next month. Both families together.

Yes, Baba.

You are a good son, Jalal.

He did not answer that. He said goodnight, put the phone down, and sat for a moment in the quiet of his empty office.

He was twenty-eight years old. He ran a company that employed four hundred people across three countries. He had built every piece of that from the foundation his father had nearly lost, and he had done it without complaint and without asking for anything in return.

He was willing to marry Farida Danmalam.

He was willing to do a great many things.

He stood, straightened his kaftan, and reached for his car keys. On the way out he stopped at his assistant's desk and left a note about the Friday contracts. Then he walked down the stairs and out into the night.

The city was loud at this hour generators, music from somewhere, the smell of food cooking on open flames. He stood outside the building for a moment and looked up. The sky above Ngaoundéré was very dark and very wide, and somewhere in it there were stars that his grandfather had navigated by, long before there were roads and offices and arranged marriages conducted over the phone.

He got in his car.

He drove home.

He did not think about the phone call again that night. Or at least, that was what he told himself.

He had a sister who was impossible to avoid.

Nadia was twenty-one and took up more space than any person her size had a right to. She was at the dining table when he arrived home, surrounded by fabric samples and sketches and three cups of tea at different stages of being finished.

"You are late," she said, without looking up.

"I work," he said.

"You always work." She held up two fabric swatches one a deep green, one a burnt orange. "Which one."

For what?

"A dress. Which one."

He looked at them. The green.

She put the orange one down immediately. "I knew it. Sit. There is food."

He sat. Their mother had left food on the stove tuwo shinkafa with miyan kuka, still warm. He served himself in silence while Nadia continued drawing, her pencil moving fast and certain across the page.

This was the thing about Nadia. She never asked him how he was. She just made sure he ate.

"Baba called you," she said. It was not a question.

Yes.

About Farida.

Yes.

Nadia was quiet for a moment. She put down her pencil and looked at him across the table really looked, the way she did sometimes, with those too-seeing eyes that had always made him feel like she knew something he did not.

Are you happy? she asked.

I am fine.

That is not what I asked.

He met her eyes. She was young and she was his sister and she did not yet understand that happiness was not always the point. That some things you did because they were right, because they kept the people you loved safe and the life you had built intact. That wanting things for yourself was a luxury that not everyone could afford.

"I am fine, Nadia," he said again. Quietly. Finally.

She looked at him for one more moment. Then she picked up her pencil.

"The green was the right choice," she said. "The orange was too loud."

He almost smiled.

He ate his food. The house was warm and familiar around him the same walls he had grown up inside, the same smell of incense and his mother's cooking, the same sound of the city coming through the windows. Everything in its place. Everything as it should be.

He was willing.

That was enough.

He did not know, yet, that his sister had made a friend.

He did not know her name.

He did not know that in four weeks, everything that was in its place would shift quietly, gently, the way soft things move.

Without warning.

Without asking permission.

End of Chapter 2

Cigaba...

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