Chapter three

Fadawa yayi kan jikin ta after Cumming, yana sauke ajiyar zuciya, jikinsa na rawa duk da sanyin AC din da ke dakin, sai da zufa ya wanke shi sharkaf. Numfashinsa na fitowa da karfi, kirjinsa na hawa da sauka.

Rahima na kwance a karkashinsa tana murmushi a hankali, domin ta san ita dai she is not satisfied yet, even though itama ta kawo, but she still wants to have more of her husband.

Yunkurin tashi tayi, kawai ta juyar da Alhaji Yawale, shi ya koma kwance kan gadon, ita kuma kwatsam ta haye kansa da niyyar riding dinsa, fuskarta cike da sha’awa da burin faranta masa rai.

“Wayooo Allah na… ke!! Ke!!!” ya kwala ihu cikin razana, idanuwansa a zare. “Tashi dan Allah!”

Rahima na ta murmushi, domin ta san mijinta na da raaki. Kawai sai ta ji ya buga mata wata razananniyar tsawa yace:

“Wai baki da hankali ne? Na ce ki tashi kina kokarin gyara zaman ki??”

Mamaki ne ya cika ta. All in the name of trying to please her husband, why does it have to go wrong?  Wurgar da ita da yake kokarin yi ne ya katse mata tunani. 

Da kyar ta tashi daga kansa, ta mirgina dayan gefen gadon, zuciyarta na bugawa da sauri.

Ya zauna yana huci, fuska a hade yace:

 “Saboda baki da hankali, baki da tausayi zaki haye kaina? Ke ba ki ganki bane? Ba ki san nauyin ki ya kai nauyin buhun shinkafa ba??”

Rahima ta juyo tana kallonsa. Even though this is not the first time a shekaran nan ya fara body shaming dinta, but the more yake yi, the more yake kona mata rai. 

Idanunta suka cika da hawaye, ta ce cikin murya mai rauni:

“Haba Honey, wannan wani kalan zagi ne daga gwanintan birge miji?”

Alhaji Yawale ya tashi, cike da mamakin matar shi da tace wai zagi daga fadin gaskiya:

 “Ke idan ba rashin tunani ba, zaki ce sai kin yi abinda kika ga mata yan caraf

 suke yi. Ke baki ga jikin ki bane? Zaki hada nauyin ki dasu ne?”

Kuka ne ya kubuce ma Rahima, muryarta na rawa tace:

“Abun nan da kake yi bai dace ba fa, dududu guda Nawa nake da har kullum cikin comparing dina kake yi da matan da basu ci sun koshi ba…”

Maganarta ya bashi dariya se dai bai ba. Ya girgiza kai yace:

“ wato sune basu ci sun koshi ba, ke kuma da kika samu damar ci ki koshi sai kike neman ci har sai kin fashe.”

Ya kalleta daga sama har kasa, ba tausayi a fuskarsa:

“Common, look at you Rahima, you are too fat, too big—maganar gaskiya. Can you believe da kika hau kaina sai da naji numfashina na neman daukewa?”

Wani kuka ta fashe da shi, hawaye na zuba shar shar. Shi kuma yana cigaba da cewa:

“The truth is bitter, but take a very good look at yourself. Ga nono, ga duwawu, yes—but duka kitsen jikin ki sun rurrufe albarkatun jikin ki.”

Ya tsaya yana kallonta cike da gadara da rainin wayo yace:

“Ke da aiki kadan ki kayi a nan zaki ce kin gaji, shine wai zaki hau kaina to ride me? Ai na tabbatar ko second goma bazaki kai ba,  da badan na dakatar dake ba.”

Ya karasa da muryar zolaya:

“Sai dai ba zan bari dadin pussy din ki ya sa n jure dauke min numfashi da weight dinki ya kusa yi ba.”

Rahima ta ce cikin kuka, zuciyarta a raunane:

“Toh ashe duk da kiba na ina da dadi…”

Ya kalleta daga sama har kasa, ya ja tsaki yace:

“Toh ke wa ya taba ce maki baki da dadi, hajiya? Maganar kiba ake maki—ki je ki rage. Its better you Know what to do to it. You are too fat!!!”

Rahima na kuka sosai tace:

“Ni kake ce ma hakan Honey? Ni kake ci ma fuska kake body shaming dina haka?? To amma ai a haka ka ganni ka ce kana sona, kuma you loved my body back then…”

Sauka yayi daga kan gadon, yana saka jallabiya yace:

“That was then madam, this is 2025. Baki gani ne? Can’t you see the things revolving around you? Yanzu wa ke ado da kiba?”

Ya nufi kofa yana magana:

“Dan Allah idan zaki je ki nema ma kanki mafita ki je, saura kuma in ji kin ce ina kushe halittar Allah.”

Yana kaiwa nan ya fita daga dakin gaba daya, ya wuce dakin shi, ya bar ta nan kwance tana kuka sosai. 

Har ga Allah, kalaman mijinta towards her these days are too harsh and disrespectful. Kullum shine kushe kiban ta da weight dinta.

Yes, ta san tana da jiki, but fisabilillahi not as he exaggerates. Kiban ta baya affecting dinta, baya sata hakki ko wani rashin kuzarin yin abubuwa.

Kullum ta rasa what came over her husband. Babu abinda ke bashi pleasure kamar kushe jikin ta, despite her beauty, her flawless skin, and complexion.

After few minutes ta dauki wayarta, ta shiga WhatsApp, tayi ma kawarta message tana ce mata:

“Dan Allah Maryam anjima if you are less busy ki zo. Ina bukatar magana da ke akan wani abu.”

Rahima is a young lady. She is 27 years old—kyakyawa ce sosai, ajin farko, fara ce irin fara sol dinnan, yar duma-duma. She is weighing 110kg. mahaifiyar ta a da tana da kiba but shekaru ya sa ta ragu. Mahaifin su dan karamin jiki ne dashi, kuma duk siblings dinta jikin mahaifinsu suka dauko—ita kadai ce ta dauko jikin mahaifiyar su.